I just called Spring Harbor to see how Wills first day and bedtime went. I kind of wish I hadn't.
He had a rough patch at dinner time. I believe he was upset because he had to eat on the ward and not in the cafeteria. This is standard with new patients I guess. He settled down and ate in his room.
Bedtime did not go so well, he is still awake and screaming. He is on locked seclusion for the moment because he kept going after staff and trying to bite and hit staff.
I know he's where he needs to be, but I just want to hold him and lay with him till he falls asleep. I want to hug him and tell him I understand and everything will get better, but I can't. Cause he's there and I'm here, without him.
It will get better. <3
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